hey fellow readers!!! its been quite a while i nv update... biasa lah tak free, keja, skola.... hahaha
well the last few weeks nothing much happen. jus a few birthdays, projects.... all the usual stuff.
feww more days to holidays!!! wohohoh but will be kerja-ing hardcore... 5 days a week baby!!! hahaha...

well, nothing much to update... so i end it here..

im hiding from you bcoz me and my emosions is killing me....
im hiding from you bcoz the feelings towards you is killing me......
im hiding from you bcoz i ........

back from misery and up to freedom.....

hello fellow readers....
haha ok since 1 week i hav been held captive at home...
i won tell u y but for those who know don tell... hahah
ok... life at home change.... ok lah since sek kua, ge keja, ge skola... i nv realise the change at home. hahahha actually nothing much change juma its just much more betta than dulu..
last night got dream again... a strange one.... actually i don wan to tell yall but since nothing to write i tell lah....

I ACTUALLY ASK A GERL OUT ON A DATE!!!!

I DON WAN TELL WHO, WEN, WAT, WER, WHY.....

hhahahaha ok for those who read this cnfrm pikir ah FAIRUZ MEREPEK!! kan kan kan....
hahaha

well a dream is jus a dream, it can came true or it will jus be the minds game while we'r asleep.... hahah

till next time dudes, FAI REN

bodys ache, eyes tired, legs sore....

hello readers..... sry dah lame tak update so i take some of my project class time to update my blog!!! hahahaha ok for the past weeks, iv been working my head out.. 4 days keja straight sek!!! hahaha thur, fri, sat, sun... fuh... got the 20 hrs clocked in.... hahaha yelah kata orang keja kan...hahaha tapi tangan dah strt sakit2, dah mcm rasa the penatness of working long hrs... hahaha long hrs ape keja 6 to 11... hahaha but keja penat tau!! haha ok cikgu dah mrh2 suroh buat project ge update blog...hahaha will update next week or tm.... insyallah...
haha bye!!!!!

what the bleh!!!!!!

wazza!!!! fellow readerss!!!! donno wat to update but i would like to inform yall that i hav passed my basic theory test!!!!!! whohohooh ok will update soon!!

opps.... am i back???

hahaha helo readers... since i got time i update a little... coz sombody says its better to delete my blog then not updating.
well, as i said in my previous blog i just applied a job.. planning with my fren to start on tuesday....
well got to train on my service skill again. hahahah.... and yah i hav been working out in the gym... trying to cut some kilos before my check up... i don wan extra months in camp man.... hahaha
ok dah tak tau ape nk ckp dah.... cuma nk share satu kata perangsang kepada semua yg sudi membaca blog aku nie....

The only time you look down on people is when u help others getting up......

ok got to go till net time.....

yelah yelah!!! update lah nie.....

hmmm..... its been 4 days from the start of school......
it was shit man.... hahaha.... ummm... donno lah wat to update.....
ok ppl i will not update for now... coz been bz............ bcoz got job aready liao....
hahahah ok short and simple.... till next time yall...

if.............................

elow!!!!! (giggles) i just got back from overseas. so i will make it short. i wen to the most historical place in malaysia ( don wan tell u all wer but u should knw.) , so as i visit some of the most famous places and i decided to write my on poem. so i take out my handphone ( no pen and paper lah, lagipun i was far away from home.) this is wat i type.

if i am alone, will you be there for me?
if i am weak, will you make me strong?
if i am hurt, will you heal me?
if i am scared, will you comfrot me?
if i am wrong, will you correct me?
but
if i love you, will you love me?



oh allah the almighty.
protect me, guide me
show guidence to me and my family.
oh allah dont deprive me.
i have faith in you.
AMIN.

ok thats my post for today.

never giving up!

jangan putus asa apabila menghadapi kesusahan kerana titisan hujan yang jernih berasal daripada awan yang gelap.

well im not going to give up.

rasa hati......

ya ALLAH, jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakan lah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMU, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaimu..

ya, Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMU, agar tidak, terjatuh aku ke dalam jurang cinta nafsu...

ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya, agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMU....

janganlah aku disesatkan dan terimalah aku ke golongan orang orang yang beriman....

luruskan lah jalanku dan berikan lah keterangan hati.....

Amin ...

post for the day...

being on ones self.....

well thats my post for today!!!

rendah diri, tidak berasa riak, tidak sombong....

kalau kamu melihat seseorang berbudi luhur, berusahalah menyamai kebaikannya dan kalau kamu ber temu dengan seorang berbudi rendah, periksalah diri kamu sendiri....

(a caption from iluvislam.com)

triple dot have alot of meaning...

ramai kata cinta itu buta.... tetapi pada ku cinta itu adalah satu perasan yang sungguh mendalam. cinta pada negara, cinta pada seseorang, cinta pada agama, cinta pada keluarga.... semuanya berbeza. tetapi walaupun berbeza, ia punya satu makna....

elow!!! (waving) hahaha.... actually i hav no bloody idea what to post today.... but i jus post lah....

i upload this picture just for the fun off it... hahahaha... but looking at this picture reminds me of what will love do to us if we r not carefull.... it will jump out at break to pieces!!! hahah... been there... done that.... so guys and gerls be foremost careful about love.... it may hurt for YEARS!!!

ok till next posting...

by, FAI REN :)

heavier than always!!!!

hahaha!!!(giggles) wat shup fellow users of blogspot!!! haha.... its been quite a while i didnt update coz of all the visiting, stuffs, plans and lots of shit to entertain to... hahaha....

ok lets get started.... i was on facebook and was shocked that Mr haaziq post a picture of himself flexing!!!!! i was like WTH!!! hahaha sry ziq not gossip bout u.... hahhaha... after a glances of it i was like damn!!! when am i going to gym again!!!! aku dah semakin gemuk balik!!! from all the kuihs, rendangs, ketupat... mcm2 lah... hahaha... you knw lah all my cousins is like the best cook ever!!! hahha boleh bukak restaurent!! hahaa.....

so i seek help from all my frens who wan to go to gym... ajak lah aku skali.... facebook leh contact... handphone ade, msn ade, surat ade, email ade... ape2 lah.

LETS ROCK THE WORLD!!!!

hahaha that was random..... hahaha i kind of miss the random of our good fren idris....
haha

ok till next posting!!!!

by, FAI REN.

SELAMAT AIDILFITRI EVERYONE!!!!

HAHAHAHAH ELOW!!!(giggles)
selamat hari raya semua...... hahaha.... first thing first fairuz nak mintak maaf kepada semua kwn2 mau pun yg masih kenal ataupun yg dah lupakan untuk selama-lama nye..... halalkn mkn minum ku.... kalau lehk dah TER- maki, marah, rembat( ape jek tak pernah rembat orang pun...), curi, guris hati..... ape ape lah yg tak bagus... sila maaf kan fairuz......

ok untuk this paragraph... fairuz nk tujukan to that someone...... yng 3 TAHUN TAK BEBUAL TAPI SEKARANG DAH BEBUAL BALIK..... hahahahah..... walaupun that time dah mintak maaf tetapi it will not be official if i did not say it infront of u...... but now sempena bulan raya nie i would like to apologies again to you!!! i knw it will annoy u but i wan to..... hahaha..... hope u read tis.... i jus would like to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO YOU!!!!

ok yang nie fairuz nk tujukan kepada sedara2 fairuz!!! hahaha...... not much to say but fairuz nk mintak maaf sebub fairuz banyak menyusahkan sedara2 semua...... hahahaha....

ok thats all......

and one more thing!!! i will be adding a new section for my driving license!!!!! i will update my advances.... so that u all will be jealous!!! hahaha ape jek fairuz nie MEREPEK!!!!

hahaha ok that all!

by, FAI REN!

hoping of hope....

elow!!!!!
firstly i would like to talk about ramadhan...... today would the 2nd last day of ramadhan and tomorrow will be our last day together with this holy month of ramadhan, al mubarak.... as it comes to an end, muslim in singapore and some other countries wer heavily preparing for hari raya aidilfitri.... subhanallah....

but i hope and pray that me, my father, my mother, cousins, friends and all the muslim around the world, the longevity of life, the expansion of rezeki, cure from all sickness and always bertakwah to Allah.... we r not sure if we still live for the next ramadhan to come but we will pray....

hahaha....

finally i attend my first lesson of my car license..... (basic theory lesson 1.01)
hahaha it was great.... fun.... tomorrow will be my second lesson n cant wait to go for it....
next week i will book for my BTT (basic theory test) and my BTE (basic theory evalution)....
insya-allah i pray hard to pass this tests..... hahahah

ok donno wat to say so i just end here..

by, FAI REN

...

jus gonna make it short n simple....
my day today was shit!!!! must do this lah that lah..... haish.... sabar jelah...
then i try to cool down myself and serve the net.... i change my msn nick to express my feelins for the day....damn it was great!!!! hahaha i knw it was werid but i jus express wit WORDS...
now im better!!!

so till next post...

Spartans!! what is your profession!!

elow!!!!!! hahaha..... waking up this morning is torture for me..... tapi bangun gak... hahaha..
actually i had no damn bloody idea for my post today...
i was like at the " new post " section for bout 1 hour thinking.... hahahaha... actually tak sampai 1 hour pun.... hahah.... than something flash thru my mind... so i start typing lah...

finally ziq n me got the plan sorted out.....
everytin i going purfect.... i jus hope that all of our classmate turn up.... and hv a nice time 2gether..... hahaha... ziq is like one of the best planner i eva knw!!!! we can plan to steal 100 million dols from a casino man!!!! hahahaha.....

ok lets stop talkin bout ziq..... hahahah... i had the strangest dream last few nights ago.....
i dream that im one of the spartan army!!!!! DAMN!!! im a sparta!!!!!! hahahhaha there i was standing wit me BIG shield and a spear at my hand.... jus like in the movie the leader ( i donno wats the guys name...) ask 300 of us " spartans!!!!! what is your profession!!! " than all of us was like " AHHOO!!!! AHHOO!!!!" HAHAHAHAH damn!!! after that terus ter bangun..... wat a dream...

ok dah tak tau nk ckp ape lagi.....

so till next posting!!!

by FAI REN.

wondering what i wonder.....

elow!!!! today will be my last day at me grandmas house.... its been 3 days now.... was blog hopping jus now and came across sasa,s blog... haha was reading her latest blog bout their majlis iftar on friday.... i felt guilty... don know wat to say but i must choose family over frens tis time..... hahaha wat was i thinking!!! WTF!!! family always come first!!! ahaha... got to say sry to sho, sheema, ayu, sasa, and some to the guys who went for the iftar..... sry i cant make it.... after blog hopping, i go hear some taylor swift song bcoz she my fav!!! hahaha. was hearing white horse by taylor than i came across a line from the lyrics...

"Im not a princess, This aint a fairy tale......"

then aku masuk dlm lamunan merenung....

Than i started thinking....... this world does contains lot of drama and all sort of things......
bcoz its not a fairy tale thats always always end with a good ending.....
but i truly2 hope that this world to contain love, care, forgiving, happy always......
hahaha hope lah but i donno will happen or not.....
after a couple songs from taylor swift than my cousin conquer the comp.....
SEBOK JEH!!!!
so till next posting!!!

by FAI REN.....

Ramadhan.......

well let me see...... hmm day 23...... y do i feel like ramadhan is going away too fast??.... its to fast for me.... hahah.... checking with mum, my baju raya is almost siap.... hahah tailor make with tender love and care.... hahaha.... haish... well aku berdoa that ramadhan this year make me a better person.... hope so... hahaha..... ok feeling damn tired right now, baru jek abis sahur..... maybe i should get some sleep... hahah.. till next posting...

by, FAI REN....

what a silence night....

hahahaha..... what a silence night at me grandmas house..... so peaceful so quite...
WTF!!!! arsenal cant lose to man city..... haish.... never giv up... slowly....
hahaha. donno wat to say aleady..... think im not sleeping tonight..... so till the next posting

by FAI REN....

The" WHO, WHAT, WHEN, WHY, HOW"......

YAY!!!! aku dah start blogging lah seh.... hahahaha.... ok first and fore most i would like to explain the WHO me....
WHO: i am muhamad fairuz bin mohd shah.... people call me lots of names.... i don care if its bad or gud like for example, patrick lah.... fai lah..... rose lah..... wat lah... oi lah.... hahahah.... jus call anything u like but must be recognizable by me... haha... btw my online names will be: FAI REN, Arthaz, Patapon..... lots more.... biasalah gamer lah katakan.... hahha next the WHEN in me..

WHEN: im born in 8 august 1991.... currently 18 this year... hahaha dah young adult lah seh!!!! haha mane say that my birthdate is both lucky and unlucky... lucky bcoz it 8/8 that means luck for chinese.... idk gonna check again wit me chinese frens.... unlucky bcoz i was born early hahahha if not national boy loh!!!!! 9 august... hahha..... but what they i don care bcoz.... aku dah ckp bersyukur dilahirkn di dunia ini..... hahaha. next the WHAT in me....

WHAT:what am i doing nw.... i am a student at ITE dover college west.. currently doing electronics engineering.... 2nd year... hahaha stress liao final year coming... ther will lots of damn final year projects... damn assignment... damn course work.... haish.. haha nv gonna give up.. next the HOW in me...

HOW: how eh........ actually donno wat to talk aready.... how eh........... nvm next is the WHY in me...

WHY: why am i into blogging..... hahaha simple.... i jus wan to have fun and share toughts wit other peeps....

so thats is hw i introduce myself.....

till next posting!!!!

by, FAI REN